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CLEAN Jams
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Old Mill Road Media and WEQX are thrilled to present CLEAN Jams, a new radio show hosted by Benjamin Lerner, every Thursday night at 11pm.

In addition to Sober Rap & Hip-Hop music, each episode includes a guest interview with a health professional, musician, politician, lawyer or other recovery partner, discussing addiction and sobriety. 

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Kendrick Lamar – Count Me Out
Kendrick Lamar – Crown 
Kendrick Lamar – Silent Hill (Feat. Kodak Black)
Kendrick Lamar – Savior – Interlude
Kendrick Lamar – Savior (Feat. Baby Keem + Sam Dew) 

Kendrick Lamar – Auntie Diaries 
Kendrick Lamar – Mr. Morale (Feat. Tanna Leone)
Kendrick Lamar – Mother I Sober (Feat. Beth Gibbons)
Kendrick Lamar – Mirror 

Vic Mensa – There’s A Lot Going On
Eminem – Not Afraid 
Kids See Ghosts – Reborn

Episode #70

Kendrick Lamar – United in Grief 
Kendrick Lamar – N95
Kendrick Lamar – Worldwide Steppers 
Kendrick Lamar – Die Hard (Feat. Blxst and Amanda Reifer) 
Kendrick Lamar – Father Time (Feat. Sampha) 

Kendrick Lamar – Rich – Interlude 
Kendrick Lamar – Rich Spirit
Kendrick Lamar – We Cry Together (Feat. Taylour Paige)
Kendrick Lamar – Purple Hearts (Feat. Summer Walker and Ghostface Killah) 

Geto Boys – Mind Playing Tricks On Me 
Tupac – Dear Mama 
Kanye West – Family Business 
Baby Keem – issues 

Episode #69

Episode #68

Dax – Dear Alcohol
KC Makes Music – Addiction
Dax – Suffocating 

Hopsin – Chris Dolmeth
TomPepe – River Runs Deep
Witt Lowry – Last Letter 

Jelly Roll – Tears Could Talk (Feat. Bailee Ann)
Jelly Roll – Sober
Jelly Roll – Save Me

Patrick Sargent – Rebel Yells

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Episode #66:

DJ CAVEM – Sprout That Life
DJ CAVEM – 1 FOR THE HOOD 
DJ CAVEM – I Can’t Breathe The Air
DJ CAVEM – Let It Grow 
DJ CAVEM – PULL UP ON THE GATE

Salomon Faye – Faye (Feat. Enasni Leber)
Salomon Faye – Unlimited
Salomon Faye – Alchemy
Mos Def – New World Water
Dizzy Wright – Alkaline Diet 

Robscure – Grateful Dust
Robscure – Nature//Notyours
Robscure – Forum 4 The Ppl 
Robscure – Echo (Feat. Eva Rawlings)
Robscure – The Wheel (Feat. Foz)

Episode #65:

DJ Kay Slay – Rollin’ 110 Deep

DJ Kay Slay, Rollin’ 50 Deep

Epidsode #64:

Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)
Joe Nester – Shower Me In Love – 3:39
Chanda Lynn – “It’ll Be Alright” (Feat. Joe Nester) 3:05

Colicchie – Angels
Colicchie – Out The Dark
Colicchie – Survivor (Feat. Problematic & Shayla Hamady)

The Real Young Swagg – The Good Life
The Real Young Swagg – Broken Smile 3:06
The Real Young Swagg – Shackles & Chains 3:36
The Real Young Swagg – Prove Them Wrong

Macklemore – Starting Over
Orlando Brown – God Is In M
Vin Jay – Paradise

Episode #63:

NLE Choppa – Yak Flow
Machine Gun Kelly – “god save me”
Machine Gun Kelly – “maybe” (Featuring Bring Me The Horizon)
Machine Gun Kelly – “drug dealer girl” (Featuring Lil Wayne) and Machine 

Denzel Curry – Melt Session #1 (Featuring Robert Glasper) 
Denzel Curry – Walkin
Denzel Curry – The Last 
Denzel Curry – Mental (Featuring Bridget Perez & Saul Williams) 
Denzel Curry – Troubles (Featuring T-Pain)
Denzel Curry – Angelz 
Denzel Curry – The Illz 

Marlon Craft – State of The Union Part 2
Marlon Craft – All We Got 
Marlon Craft – Reason To Believe 
Marlon Craft – The Happy 

Episode #62:

Hippie Dayze – Meet Me In The Woods
Hippie Dayze – Echoes
Hippie Dayze – Untitled Part 2

Colicchie – Lord If You Hear Me
Tom MacDonald – Balloons
CalenRaps – Wallz
CalenRaps – Codependent

Snak The Ripper – Wrath & Pride (Feat. Slaine)
Snak The Ripper – Ashes
Snak The Ripper – Little One (Feat. Jaclyn Gee)
Snak The Ripper – Trust The Process 

Macklemore – Next Year (Feat. Windser)

Episode #61:

Kanye West – Through The Wire
Eminem – Till I Collapse
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Not Afraid

Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2.
Colicchie – To Whom It May Concern Part 5
Colicchie – Music Saved My Life
Colicchie – Recover Or Die
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.

Macklemore – Starting Over
Slaine – Do What You Love

Episode 60:

Notorious B.I.G. – Everyday Struggle
Notorious B.I.G. – Suicidal Thoughts

Conway The Machine – Stressed
Dax – Dear Alcohol

Lucidious & Joel Woods – Lie Lie Lie
Problematic – Liar
JayTekz – Slowly Breaking

Sik World – Why’d You Leave?
Sik World – Can’t Escape
Sik World – Several Years

Josh A – Pain
Josh A – Mood Swings
Josh A – You’re Not Alone

Episode 59:

Queen Latifah – U.N.I.T.Y. 
MC Lyte – Eyes Are The Soul
MC Lyte – Poor Georgie 

Little Simz – Introvert 
Little Simz – Therapy 

Young M.A. – Sober Thoughts
Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts

Chanda Lynn – Release Me
Chanda Lynn – Not One More
Chanda Lynn – Maybe
Chanda Lynn – Mama
Chanda Lynn – It’ll Be Alright (Feat. Joe Nester)

Episode 58:

Coi Leray – Anxiety
Jack Harlow – Nail Tech
Lil Tjay – Losses

Yungeen Ace – Giving Up
Yungeen Ace – Ain’t Been The Same
Yungeen Ace – Heartache
Yungeen Ace – E-Way
Yungeen Ace – Deserve It (Feat. YFN Lucci)

KXNG CROOKED + Joell Ortiz  – Vacancy
KRS One – Think Bigger (Feat. G Simone)
Mach Hommy – Self Luh
Denzel Curry – Walkin

Episode 57:

Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Mockingbird
Eminem – Not Afraid

Macklemore – Drug Dealer (Feat. Ariana Deboo)
Macklemore – Otherside
Macklemore – Starting Over (Feat. Ben Bridwell)

Royce da 5’9” – Cocaine “Tabernacle.”
Royce da 5’9” – Boblo Boat  (Feat. J. Cole)
Royce da 5’9” – I Don’t Age
Royce da 5’9” – Tabernacle

Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.

Episode 56:

Carolesdaughter – Violent
Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams
Lil Peep – Fingers

Kanye West – Runaway (Feat. Pusha T)
Tyler, The Creator – Running Out of Time
Tyler, The Creator – I Don’t Love You Anymore

Colicchie – Dopesick Love
Colicchie – Love Ballad
Colicchie – Find A Way
Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)

Drake – Best I Ever Had
Kendrick Lamar – LOVE (Feat. Zacari)

Episode 55:

Robscure – Forum 4 The Ppl (CLEAN) – Sent through WeTransfer
Robscure – Sometimes (CLEAN) – Sent Through WeTransfer
Robscure – Nature // notyours
Robscure – Grateful Dust

Yung Breeze – My Misery
Raw Deff – Stuck

99 Neighbors – Rageless Hope – Burlington
GOOD WTHR & SkysplitterInk – Breathe – From Burlington
Omega Jade – Path Of… – From Burlington

Colby Stiltz – Human (feat. Jer Coons)
Highh Def – Distortion

Episode 54:

Mass of Man – The Other Side (Feat. Olivia Charlotte)
CHVSE – I’m Fine
Witt Lowry – How Should I Feel (Feat. Meg & Dia)
Zimm – On My Own

Little Simz – Introvert
Little Simz – Therapy 
Little Simz – Wounds (Feat. Chronixx)

FJ Outlaw – Blame It On My Ego
FJ Outlaw – Forgive Me (Feat. Jelly Roll)
Bezz Believe – No Risk, No Reward (Feat. FJ Outlaw )

The Real Young Swagg – Prove Them Wrong 

Episode 53:

Enkay47 & Buddhakai – Take Me Back (Feat. Katie Roman)
The Real Young Swagg – Derelict
Vin Jay – My All  

EarthGang – All Eyes on Me
Key Glock – Proud
iann dior – thought it was (feat. Machine Gun Kelly & Travis Barker)

King Iso – Zero Dark Thirty Four
Tech N9ne – I Been Thru A Lot (Feat. Stige)
Ekoh – Heater 2 

Colicchie + Problematic – Survivor (Feat. Shayla Hamady)
Colicchie – Recover or Die

Episode 52:

Cordae – Jean Michel
Cordae – Momma’s Hood
Cordae – Parables (Remix) [Feat. Eminem]

Salomon Faye – Faye (Feat. Enasni Leber)
Salomon Faye – Unlimited
Salomon Faye – Alchemy

Problematic – When The Drugs Don’t Work
JayteKz – Promise
Cryptic Wisdom – Desperado (Feat. Vin Jay)

Bmike – Pray For Better Dayz (Feat. CalenRaps)
Bmike – ALL GOODIE

Episode 51:

CLEAN Jams Top 24 Best and Most Influential Recovery Rap Songs of 2021 Countdown Part 2

#12 – Colicchie – Work Now Work Later
#11 – KC Makes Music – I DUNNO
#10 – Vin Jay – Paradise
#9 – Vince Staples – ARE YOU WITH THAT?
#8 – Ekoh – Look Out Below
#7 – Slaine – Chasing Ghosts
#6 – G Eazy – Breakdown (Feat. Demi Lovato)
#5 – KC Makes Music – XO RIP
#4 – The Real Young Swagg – Shackles and Chains

Tribute to Rappers who lost their lives to Suicide & Violence Set:

Lil Loaded – Emotional Killer
Young Dolph – Preach

#3 – Madchild – A Confession
#2 – nothing,nowhere – Buck
#1 – Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)

Episode 50:

CLEAN Jams Top 24 Best and Most Influential Recovery Rap Songs of 2021 Countdown Part 1

#24 – Cryptic Wisdom – Can’t Go Back 
#23 – DMX – Skyscrapers (Feat. Bono) 

Special Tribute Set – (Not Part of the Recovery Rap Countdown): 
DMX – Slippin
Biz Markie – Things Get A Little Easier 

#22 – Pooh Shiesty – Federal Contraband Freestyle
#21 – Mass of Man – Weight of the World 
#20 – Mass of Man – Bad Thoughts (Feat. KC Makes Music) 
#19 – KC Makes Music – Time
#18 – Vic Mensa – VICTORY 
#17 – Problematic – On My Own
#16 – Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts
#15 – Jelly Roll – Sober
#14 – Enkay47 – In My Head (Feat. Sarah Cleary)
#13 – Merkules – NERVES

Episode 49:

Notorious B.I.G. – Things Done Changed
Notorious B.I.G. – Suicidal Thoughts 
Notorious B.I.G. – Everyday Struggle

Tupac (feat. Stretch) – Pain 
Tupac – Brenda’s Got a Baby
Tupac – Dear Mama 
Tupac – Life Goes On 

XXXTentacion – SAD! 
Nipsey Hu$$le – Victory Lap 
King Von – Wayne’s Story
Pop Smoke – Run Down (Feat. OnPointLikeOP & G Herbo)
Young Dolph – Preach

Episode 48:

DMX – Slippin
DMX – Walking in the Rain (featuring Nas, Exodus Simmons & Denaun)
DMX – Call Your Father (featuring Usher & Brian King Joseph)
DMX – Skyscrapers (featuring Bono) 
DMX – Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer

Big Sean – One Man Can Change the World (featuring Kanye West & John Legend)
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Not Afraid
Royce Da 5’9” – Tabernacle

Gang Starr – Family and Loyalty 
Macklemore & Ryan Lewis – Starting Over (featuring Ben Bridwell)
Colicchie – Another Season
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.

Episode 47:

Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams 
Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me 
Juice WRLD – Used To 
Juice WRLD – Scared Of Love 
Juice WRLD – Empty 
Juice WRLD – Maze  

Juice WRLD – Conversations 
Juice WRLD – Righteous 
Juice WRLD – Fighting Demons 
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well 
Juice WRLD – Can’t Die 

Juice WRLD – Burn 
Juice WRLD – Already Dead 
Juice WRLD – Hard Work Pays Off (Feat. Future) 

Episode 46:

DaRealaFlex45 – Withdrawals:
DaRealaFlex45 – Broken: 
DaRealaFlex45 – My Head

Vazy – The Field
Jibba The Gent Feat – Chosen (Feat. Robin Marie)
Just Cauz – Inception (Feat. Yung Breeze)
Yung Breeze – Hey Now

Robscure – Funny Feeling 
SINNN Feat. tip/toe “Over And Over”
Rivan C. – Woah

DaRealaFlex45 – Beautiful (Featuring Tone Jonez)

Episode 45:

Lucidious & Joel Woods – When I Was A Kid
Lucidious & Joel Woods – I Wanna Go Home
Ekoh – Dopesick

Dax – Pain Paints Paintings
Dax – Bad Things Happen to Good People (Feat. LeCrae)
Dax – PTSD
Dax – Wounded (Feat. Clever) 

Struggle Jennings – Soul On Fire (Feat. Caitlynne Curtis)
Struggle Jennings – Lonely Faces (Feat. ScatteredBrains)
Struggle Jennings – Troubadour of Troubled Souls: 

Colicchie – Been Through Hell

Episode 44:

King Iso – Cover The Scars
Witt Lowry – How Should I Feel?

Dax – Battles With Faith
Dax – Eternity
Dax – Does God Cry?

Sik World – Still Lost 2
Sik World – Drowning
Sik World – Going Ghost
Sik World – They Don’t Even Know

Colicchie – Puzzle Pieces

Episode 43:

Madchild – A Confession
KC Makes Music – Time 

Maxo Kream – Worthless 
Maxo Kream – Greener Knots
Maxo Kream – Trips 

Dax – Suffocating
Dax – The Devil’s Calling
Dax – Searching for a Reason

Colicchie – Come Back Home

Episode 42:

Lil Peep – Cobain
Lil Peep – White Tee
Lil Peep – Gym Class
Lil Peep – The Way I see Things
Lil Peep – Haunt U

Lil Peep – Getting Money Still Sad Too
Lil Peep – Star Shopping
Lil Peep – We Think Too Much

Lil Peep – Lil Kennedy
Lil Peep – Brightside
Lil Peep – Runaway
Lil Peep – Life is Beautiful
Lil Peep – Fingers

nothing.nowhere – buck
nothing.nowhere – fake friend
nothing.nowhere – changer

Episode 41:

Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Infinite

Big L- Street Struck
Project Pat – Life We Live

Skinny Berlin – Walking Pharmacy (Feat. Project Pat & Killa-T)
Gucci Mane – Lemonade

Gucci Mane – Addicted
Skinny Berlin – 90 Days Sobriety Stuntin

Colicchie – Recover or Die
Benjamin Lerner – Scars

Episode 40:

Immortal Technique – Dance With The Devil
Benjamin Lerner – Dan & Dave
NF – Story 

Eminem – Stan
Eminem – Darkness

Joyner Lucas – Ross Capicchioni
Yellopain – Influence 

 Dave – Lesley

Episode 39:

Guest: Talented author, Maiya Katherine, who just released her debut book, An Apology To My Demons. Part 2.

BMike – Please Don’t Cry
Taran Jaber – Sometimes (Feat. JRok & OZ)
Taran Jaber – Belong Here (Feat. JayTekz & Aundre Myles)

Vin Jay – Fragile
Vin Jay – Doubt
Vin Jay – How Come
Vin Jay – Paradise 

Madchild – Alone
Colicchie – Weapon in My Hand

Cryptic Wisdom – Can’t Go Back

Episode 38:

Guest: Talented author, Maiya Katherine, who just released her debut book, An Apology To My Demons.

Meek Mill – Halo (Feat. Brent Faiyaz)
J. Cole – Heaven’s EP
G-Eazy – Breakdown (Feat. Demi Lovato)

Jelly Roll – Dead Man Walking
Jelly Roll – Backslide
Jelly Roll – Over You
Jelly Roll – Hollow
Jelly Roll – Sober

Problematic – On My Own
Mass of Man – Weight of the World

Enkay47 – In My Head (Feat. Sarah Cleary)
Colicchie – Out The Dark

Episode 37:

We’re going to be celebrating the life and music of legendary rapper Royce Da 5’9”, who has served as a continuous source of inspiration throughout the course of my journey of recovery.

Slaughterhouse – Our House (Feat. Eminem + Skylar Grey)
Slaughterhouse – My Life (Feat. CeeLo Green)
Slaughterhouse – Throw It Away (Feat. Swizz Beatz)
Slaughterhouse – Rescue Me (Feat. Skylar Grey)

Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle
Royce Da 5’9″ – Pray
Royce Da 5’9″ – Caterpillar (Feat. Eminem + King Green)
Royce Da 5’9″ – Cocaine

Royce Da 5’9″ – I Don’t Age
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tricked
Royce Da 5’9″ – Pendulum
Royce Da 5’9″ – Overcomer (Feat. Westside Gunn)

Episode 36:

We’re going to close out National Recovery Month with a moving tribute to the late, great Mac Miller, who died of an opioid overdose in September of 2018.

Skinny Triks – Smoke Rings (Feat. Mac Miller)
Mac Miller – Nikes on My Feet
Mac Miller – Kool Aid & Frozen Pizza
Mac Miller – Senior Skip Day
Mac Miller – Traffic In the Sky

Mac Miller – Donald Trump
Mac Miller – BDE Bonus
Mac Miller – Fight the Feeling (Feat. Kendrick Lamar & Iman Omari)
Mac Miller – S.D.S.
Mac Miller – Watching Movies

Mac Miller – Self Care
Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – Blue World
Mac Miller – Good News

Episode 35

Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont – Part 3.

Ekoh – Ted Talk
Jelly Roll – Tears Could Talk (Feat. Bailee Ann)
Mass of Man + Mack Harrison – Fallen Angel

Dave – Survivor’s Guilt – (CLEAN)
Dave – Heart Attack 

Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 3
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 4

Colicchie – Never Giving Up

Episode 34:

Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont – Part 2.

Merkules Feat. Benny the Butcher – Need Me Now
Fivio Foreign – Story Time
Kanye West Feat. Playboi Carti and Fivio Foreign – Off The Grid

Baby Keem – Issues
Baby Keem – Scars
Baby Keem – 16

Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 2

Colicchie – Let You Down
Colicchie – Another Chance

Episode 33:

Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont.

Merkules – Nerves
C-Mob – Broken

King Iso – Hypocrite
King Iso – World War Me
King Iso – Edicius 

Kane West – Jesus Lord Part 2 (Featuring Jay Electronica, Jadakiss, Sheek Louch, and Styles P)
Drake – The Remorse 

Jelly Roll & Struggle Jennings – Enemy

Episode 32:

On tonight’s episode of CLEAN Jams, we’re playing some of the most influential and time-tested lyrically-conscious Hip-Hop tracks from the past forty years, including choice cuts from Eric B & Rakim, Outkast, Tupac, Nas and Kendrick Lamar. Recovery is all about honesty and authenticity, as is Hip-Hop music.

Eric B & Rakim – Paid In Full
Eric B & Rakim – Microphone Fiend
Rakim – Juice
N.W.A. – Express Yourself

Nas – Nas Is Like
Big L- Street Struck
Gang Starr – Moment of Truth

Outkast – Git Up Git Out (Feat. Goodie Mob)
Tupac – Dear Mama

Eminem – Mockingbird
Kendrick Lamar – MAAD City (Feat. MC Eiht)
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle

Episode 31:

On tonight’s episode of CLEAN Jams, we’re doing an all-music recovery rap special in honor of Overdose Awareness Day on August 31st.

Jack Harlow – Rain
Jack Harlow – Baxter Avenue
Jack Harlow – WHATS POPPIN

KC Makes Music – Sober (Feat. Jordan Meyer)
REM One – Monologue
B-Rain – Is It All Foreal
Joe Nester – How Many Times

Colicchie – Emotional Burial
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Colicchie – Recover Or Die
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2

Benjamin Lerner – Recovery Is Possible

Episode 30:

Guests: David Riegel, Executive Director of Vermont Foundation of Recovery (VFoR), and John Rogers, an elder at the Mission City Church in Bennington, Vermont – Part 2.

MC Anomaly – Numb
Schoolboy Q – Drugs

Merkules – Dear Diary
Merkules – Better Myself (Featuring Savannah Dexter + Rittz)
Merkules – Voices

Carolesdaughter – Violent
Girl In Red – Serotonin
Chanda Lynn – Not One More

Vin Jay + Cole Z – On My Way

Episode 29:

Guests: David Riegel, Executive Director of Vermont Foundation of Recovery (VFoR), and John Rogers, an elder at the Mission City Church in Bennington, Vermont – Part 1.

Colicchie – Fly Away
Madchild – Trapped (Feat. Kaysie Marie)
Problematic – Do As I Please

Tom McDonald – Withdrawals
Tom McDonald – Sober
Tom McDonald – Angels

Trapp Tarell – Lil Boy Trey

The Real Young Swagg – Desperado

Episode 28:

A Special “Summer Blockbuster” episode of CLEAN Jams tonight, where we highlight the music of three chart topping rappers who have openly spoken on their continuing struggles with addiction, trauma, and mental health issues: Roddy Ricch, Future, and Post Malone.

RODDY RICCH – PRAYERS TO THE TRAP GOD
RODDY RICCH – DIE YOUNG
RODDY RICCH – WAR BABY
RODDY RICCH – DOWN BELOW 

FUTURE – I AIN’T LIVING RIGHT
FUTURE – PERKYS CALLING
FUTURE – HATE THE REAL ME

FUTURE – ACCEPTING MY FLAWS
FUTURE – NEVER STOP 
FUTURE + DRAKE – LIFE IS GOOD 

POST MALONE – MYSELF
POST MALONE – CIRCLES
POST MALONE – PARANOID
POST MALONE – CONGRATULATIONS

Episode 27:

Guest: Ralph Bennett, Emergency Department Supervisor at Turning Point Center in Bennington, on how the Gage Street Recovery House will help recovering addicts find stability in their lives.

Vince Staples – Lift Me Up
Vince Staples – ARE YOU WITH THAT?
IDK – Cry In Church (Feat. Seven Streeter)

Orlando Brown – Crime Don’t Pay
Orlando Brown – Pain
Orlando Brown – God Is In Me

Colicchie – To Whom It May Concern (Part 5)
Gang Starr – Family & Loyalty (Feat. J. Cole)

Drake – Started From The Bottom

Episode 26:

Guest: Jeffrey Seidel – Owner of Northshire Insurance in Manchester, VT

Joe Nester + Colicchie – “Worthy Of Love”
Slaine – “Legend of the Fall”
Madchild – “Leave A Light” Feat. Joey Oz

G Herbo – “Gangstas Cry”
G Herbo – “PTSD” Feat. Juice WRLD, Lil Uzi Vert & Chance The Rapper
G Herbo – “Feelings”

Ill Bill – “My Uncle”
Merkules & Hopsin – “Not Like You”

Eric B & Rakim – “Juice (Know The Ledge)”

Episode 25:

Guest: Dr. Joshua Sherman – Owner of Old Mill Road Media and Old Mill Road Recording.

Benjamin Lerner – Performer
Benjamin Lerner – Dan & Dave

Benjamin Lerner – Liquid Fentanyl
Benjamin Lerner – High Life
Benjamin Lerner – I Surrender (Feat. Mary Ellin Lerner)

Benjamin Lerner – Alive When I Die
Benjamin Lerner – Broken
Benjamin Lerner – Never Let It Go

Benjamin Lerner – I Couldn’t Save Him
Benjamin Lerner – Only One Left

Benjamin Lerner- Scars

Episode 24:

Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.

Moneybagg Yo – Wockesha
NLE Choppa – Bryson
NLE Choppa – Depression
NLE Choppa – Letter To My Daughter
NLE Choppa – Done

Lil Wayne – Me And My Drank
Lil Wayne – I Feel Like Dying

Lil Loaded – Emotional Killer
Lil Loaded – Hard Times

Rod Wave – Dark Clouds
Rod Wave – Calling
Rod Wave – Moving On
Rod Wave – Changing
Rod Wave – Don’t Forget

Episode 23:

Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.

Young M.A. – OOOUUU
Young M.A. – Sober Thoughts
Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts

Madchild – Rock Bottom
Madchild – Structural Damage
Madchild – Overdose
Madchild – I Was On Drugs

JayTekz – Hopeless Faith
JayTekz – If I Should
JayTekz – Soul Searching

Mass of Man Feat. KC Makes Music – Bad Thoughts
KC Makes Music – Maybe It’s Me

KC Makes Music – Addiction
KC Makes Music – XO RIP

Polo G Feat. Lil Durk & The Kid LaRoi – No Return

Episode 22:

Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.

Gucci Mane – First Day Out Tha Feds
Gucci Mane – No Sleep
Gucci Mane – Addicted

Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Colicchie – Recover Or Die

Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – BDE Bonus

Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me
Juice WRLD – Rich And Blind
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well

Macklemore – Starting Over
Eminem – Not Afraid

Episode 21:

Guest: Josh Woodward, AKA MC Anomaly, a talented rapper from Albany, NY who uses hip hop as a platform to spread a message of hope, positivity, and perseverance – Part 2.

Eric B & Rakim – Paid In Full
Nas – NY State of Mind
Notorious B.I.G. – Things Done Changed

MC Anomaly – Student Of The Game
MC Anomaly – Numb
MC Anomaly – Save Me

Eric B & Rakim – Microphone Fiend
2Pac – Dear Mama
Nas – Dance

Big L – Put It On

Episode 20:

Guest: Josh Woodward, AKA MC Anomaly, a talented rapper from Albany, NY who uses hip hop as a platform to spread a message of hope, positivity, and perseverance – Part 1.

MC Anomaly – Act Like Ya Know
Steven Moses – Sober Up
Chanda Lynn – I’m Sorry

MC Anomaly – Real Me
Problematic – Alone
Bmike – Therapy

MC Anomaly – Nightmare
Lucidious – Hope

MC Anomaly – Still Here

Episode 19:

Guest: Berta Maginniss – Executive Director of the Wilson House in East Dorset, VT.

DMX – Hold Me Down (Feat. Alicia Keys)
CHVSE – My Life
Sik World – Reflection

DMX – Skyscrapers (Feat. Bono)
DMX – Walking In The Rain (Feat. Nas, Exodus Simmons & Denaun)
DMX – Letter To My Son (Feat, Usher & Brian King Joseph

Ma$e – Welcome Back
Colicchie – Another Season

B-RAiN – All I Want

Episode 18:

Guest: Pam Aulicino – Suboxone Nurse Care Manager at Deerfield Valley Health Center in Wilmington, Vermont.

CHVSE – This A Message
Madchild – Structural Damage
Madchild – Overdose
Ekoh – Sober

KC Makes Music – Pour Me One
KC Makes Music – Powerful
KC Makes Music – Nightmare (Feat. Serg)

Mass of Man – Feeling Low
Enkay47 – Purpose

Colicchie – Listen To Your Heart

Episode 17:

Guest: Mickey Wiles, CEO, and Founder of Working Fields – Part 2

J. Cole – Pride is the Devil (Feat. Lil Baby)
NSYT – Baby Brother
B-RAiN – Is It All Foreal

Eminem – Rock Bottom
J. Cole – Let Go My Hand
J. Cole – Interlude

J. Cole – The Climb Back
Enkay47 – One of Those Days

Bun B – Angel In The Sky

Episode 16:

Guest: Mickey Wiles, CEO, and Founder of Working Fields.

Episode 15:

Special Mother’s Day Guest: Benjamin Lerner’s Mother, Mary Ellin Lerner

Gucci Mane – No Sleep
Kodak Black – Testimony
Joyner Lucas – Ramen & OJ (Feat. Lil Baby)

Sik World – God, I’m Feeling Low
Royce Da 5’9″ – Starter Coat

Eminem – Mockingbird

Episode 14:

Guest: Vermont’s Attorney General T.J. Donovan – Part 2

Jackson Whalan – From The Woods (Remix) (Feat. KRS-One)
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2

Vince Staples – Blue Suede
Vince Staples – Nate
Vince Staples – Jump Off The Roof (Feat. Snoh Aalegra)

Eligh – Pain On The Break (Feat. Grouch)
REM One – City Never Sleeps (Feat. B-RAiN, Joe Nester, Ridge Long)
FJ Outlaw – Family Values

Lil B – Dead And High

Episode 13:

Guest: Vermont’s Attorney General T.J. Donovan

Black Rob – Showin’ Up
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle

Zimm – Stuck In A Loop
Zimm – Scared

Kendrick Lamar – The Art of Peer Pressure
Colicchie – Look Into My Eyes

The Real Young Swagg – Broken Smile

Episode 12:

Guest: Natalie Philpot, Programs Coordinator for The Collaborative, a Londonderry-based Youth Addiction Prevention and Education Program – Part 2

DMX – The Prayer IV

Hopsin – Alone With Me
Colicchie – Work Now, Work Later
KC Makes Music – XO RIP

Zimm – Haunted
Zimm – Hopeless
Zimm – Problems

JDAM – Never Good Enough
Ridge Long – Stuck In My Ways

NF – Trust (Feat. Tech N9ne)

Episode 11:

Guest: Natalie Philpot, Programs Coordinator for The Collaborative, a Londonderry-based Youth Addiction Prevention and Education Program – Part 1

DMX – Party Up
DMX – Get It On The Floor
DMX – X Gon’ Give It To Ya

Vin Jay – Addicted
Bmike – Anxiety
JayTekz – Soul Searching

Kamban – Authentic Life
Sik World – Several Years
NF – Drifting

Colicchie – Gospel (Feat. B-Rain & KC Makes Music)

Episode 10:

Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 3

Biz Markie – Things Get A Little Easier
Nice & Smooth – Sometimes I Rhyme Slow

Madchild – Demons
Slaine – When The War Ends (Feat. Ill Bill)
Eligh – Angel of Death

Lil Peep – Brightside
Mac Miller – Best Day Ever
Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams

nothing,nowhere. – Buck
nothing,nowhere. – Hammer

nothing,nowhere. – Fake Friend

Episode 9:

Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 2

Vin Jay – Don’t Do It
Mullin – Against The Odds
Enkay47 – Twenty21 (Feat. GAWNE)

The Real Young Swagg – Scarred Forever
The Real Young Swagg – Pain
The Real Young Swagg – The Chase

NF – Clouds
Eminem – Rap God

Macklemore – Starting Over
Kamban – Addiction

Episode 8

Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 1

NF – Lost (Feat. Hopsin)
Clever – Use Again
Colicchie – Suffer

Enkay47 – Sober
Sik World – Drowning
JayTekz – Hidden Tears

Machine Gun Kelly – Lead You On
REM One – Lost In The Sauce
B-RAiN – Silver Spoon Nonsense

Jelly Roll – My Last Joint
Jelly Roll – Loneliness
UnderRated – It’ll Be Better Tomorrow

Episode 7

Guest: Independent artist and rapper based in PA., Spills

J.I.D. – Off Da Zoinkys
CHVSE – Blackout
KC Makes Music – Sober (Feat. Jordan Meyer)

Spills – Distort My Eyes (Feat. SC and Mars)
Kids See Ghosts – Reborn
CalenRaps – Think About Me

Spills – Black And Blue
JDAM – If You’re Feeling Down
Eminem – Going Through Changes

Spills – P.L.L. (Pretty Little Liar)
Stann Smith – Eldritch

Episode 6

Guest: Bennington County State’s Attorney, Erica Marthage – Part 2

Jonwayne – Out of Sight
Yellopain – Influence
REM One – Monologue
The Real Young Swagg – Shackles & Chains

NF – How Could You Leave Us?
NF – Leave Me Alone
NF – My Stress

Caskey – Voice of God
Machine Gun Kelly – Merry Go Round
Gucci Mane – Addicted

Aesop Rock – Get Out of the Car

Episode 5

Guest: Bennington County State’s Attorney, Erica Marthage – Part 1

Macklemore – Otherside
Atmosphere – Became
Wildcard – Odyssey

Problematic – Regrets
Problematic – Misery
Problematic (Feat. Colicchie) – Survivor

Kerser – Bad Habits
Pharoahe Monch – Broken Again
Colicchie (Feat. Jordan Meyer) – Chasing A High

Mullin – Medicine

Episode 4

Guest: Rutland Mayoral Candidate, Matthew Godnick Seager\

Eminem – Deja Vu
Rittz – Turning Up The Bottle
Tom Pepe – River Runs Deep

Stitches – I’m So Lost
Stitches – I Cry
Stitches – Momma Proud

Big L – Street Struck
Gang Starr – Moment Of Truth
DMX – Slippin’

Logic – Nikki

Episode 3

Guest: Jim Baker, Vermont’s Commissioner of Corrections

Hopsin – Chris Dolmeth
Yelawolf – Addiction
J. Cole – FRIENDS

Vic Mensa – There’s A Lot Going On
Vic Mensa – 2Honest
Vic Mensa – 10K Problems

Slaine – Knocked Down
Slaine – One More Day
Slaine – Do What You Love

Eligh – The Healer

Episode 2

Guest: Dr. Mark Levine, Vermont’s Commissioner of Health – Part 2

Macklemore – Kevin
Witt Lowry – Last Letter
Bishop Nehru – Too Lost
Roddy Ricch – Down Below

Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me
Juice WRLD – Rich And Blind
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well

nothing,nowhere – changer
nothing,nowhere – hammer
nothing,nowhere – ruiner
nothing,nowhere – better

Yellopain – Do You Really Wanna Die?
Jelly Roll – Overdose
The Roots – Water

Episode 1

Guest: Dr. Mark Levine, Vermont’s Commissioner of Health – Part 1

Royce Da 5’9″ – Cocaine
Macklemore – Drug Dealer
Eminem – Not Afraid

Mac Miller – Doors
Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – Good News

Colicchie – Drug Addiction
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Colicchie – Recover or Die

Royce Da 5’9″ – Stay Woke

 

 

 

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